It is so good to see you.
见到你我真的太高兴了
I - I was afraid you'd cancel.
我还怕你不能来了
- Hello. We have a reservation for a double room. - Your name?
- 我们订了一个双人间 - 你们的名字是?
- Emilie Thompson. - Ines Thompson.
- 艾米莉·汤普森 -伊内斯·汤普森
- So... Let me know if there's anything you need. - Thank you.
- 有需要的话叫我 - 谢谢
- What a place. - I wanted to treat us.
- 这地方不错啊 - 咱得好好招待自己一番
It's huge.
这房间好大啊
Yeah. It's so nice to get out of New York.
离开了纽约真的是舒服
I read some reviews this morning about your new exhibition.
我今早看到有人评论了你的新的展览
That's fine...
嗯
I thought they were mean. I'm sure you worked very hard.
他们也太刻薄了 你明明那么努力
They used to love you.
他们以前还挺喜欢你的
That's how it goes.
没办法 就是这样的
People don't like my work, but at least they feel something.
他们可能不喜欢我的作品 但至少也能留点印象
It's very fancy.
这地方好奢侈
I got more than I was expecting for my flat.
公寓卖的价格不错 我拿到不少钱
- You've sold your apartment? - Yeah. I moved out last week.
- 你把公寓卖掉了 - 嗯 我上个星期就搬出去了
If I'm gonna go back to my studies, a student room will be just fine.
我要是再去上学的话 一间学生房就够了
Ladies, may I take your order?
两位女士想点什么呢
Umm...
嗯
I'll have the Lobster and champagne.
我要龙虾和香槟
The same.
我要一样的
I found this.
我找到了这个
Look!
你看
- What's this? - Mum's ring.
- 这是什么 - 妈妈的戒指
I found this when I went through my stuff, I thought you might want it?
我找东西的时候发现的 要不就给你吧
No, keep it.
不用了 你留着吧
Cheers.
干杯
I'm so glad you came. Grateful, that you took the time.
你能抽时间来 我真的太高兴了
Of course.
应该的
- Excuse me? - Yes? Please...
- 不好意思 - 嗯
Would one of you beautiful ladies care to dance?
请问有哪位美丽的女士愿意与我跳支舞吗
- Yeah. - No.
- 不了 - 好啊
Why not.
为什么不呢
Emilie.
艾米莉
So... Tell me about yourself, Emilie.
跟我讲讲你自己吧 艾米莉
What is there to say?
有什么好说的呢
I'm nobody. Alone, unimportant.
我什么也不是 独身一人 无名小卒
Full of unfulfilled dreams.
还有一堆梦想没能实现
Actually, I'm here on holiday with my sister.
我现在跟我妹妹在度假
Now, when her career isn't going so well, she finally agrees to see me.
她工作目前不太顺利 就突然有时间见我了
I don't have time to lie.
我可没说谎
And why is that?
什么
Just dance with me please...
我们还是跳舞吧
You've got sensitive hands.
你的手好敏感
I'd love to go to bed with you, but...
其实我挺想跟你回房间的 不过
I don't think that's possible I'm afraid.
可能那样不太合适
Good night.
晚安
- Emilie? - What happened to you? Is everything fine?
- 艾米莉 - 怎么了 你还好吗
What happens? What... Get the fuck...
怎么了 你给我滚开
I probably shouldn't have drunk champagne.
我不该喝香槟的
There's just been a lot going on in my head.
只是最近脑子里事情太多了
I just need to relax.
我需要放松放松
This place we're going to will be so nice.
我们要去的那个地方 一定会很棒
So calm.
很安静
So peaceful.
很平和
It'll be perfect.
一切都会是完美的
Just perfect.
一定是完美的
- Look! - Oh!
- 看啊 - 哦
That's so gorgeous!
真美啊
- c'mon - no. nope. Emilie?
- 别这样 - 来嘛 艾米莉
- Tell me! Tell me! - It's..
- 告诉我 说啦 - 是
Where are we going?
我们要去哪儿啊
We are going to the most beautiful place in the world.
我们要去世界上最美的地方
Yeah, you already said that. C'mon.
这你已经说过了
It's, it's... very special.
是个 很特别的地方
The question is, can I have a massage there?
问题来了 那里可以按摩吗
- Of course, madame. As many as you wish - Oh! Good!
- 当然了 亲爱的 你的愿望统统满足 - 那就好
Then I am happy.
那我就高兴了
Hello?, Hi!
喂 你好
Hello, can you hear me?
听得到吗
Well, I umm...
嗯...我...
I saw the, the press photo you're using and...
我看到了新闻里你选的那张照片了
That's what you chose.
对 你们选的那张
Well, I want you to use the other one.
我想要你们把照片换成另一张
The one where I'm not smiling.
那张严肃的
Hello?
喂
We're leaving the country.
我们要出国么
I thought I told you? Don't worry. It's not far now.
我没跟你说吗 别担心 快到了
This is it.
到了
Shouldn't they have a sign-post or something?
难道不应该有个告示牌吗
They probably want to keep it as anonymous as possible.
可能他们想尽量隐蔽些吧
Well they've definitely succeeded with that.
那她们这工作做的可真是太成功了
- You must be Emilie. - Yes.
- 你就是艾米莉吧 - 嗯
And you must be her sister?
我想那位应该就是你的妹妹吧
- And you are? - I'm Marina. I'm Emilie's personal companion.
- 请问你是 - 我叫玛丽娜 是艾米莉的个人看护
I'm so glad you made it. Most of our guests prefer the helicopter option.
你能找到这里真是太棒了 大部分客人往往坐直升机来
It's a bit of a walk, but if you get tired, we'll help you.
我们要走一段路 累了的话我们帮你
Are we going through here?
我们从这里走进去吗
It's not so far. You'll manage.
不算远 你能行的
Here we are.
我们到了
- Is it like you imagined? - Even better.
- 这儿跟你想象的一样吗 - 比我想象中的还要好
This is where most of the guests love to come when they're alone.
大多数的客人都是自己一个人来的
Or with their partners or friends.
也有人带着亲属或朋友一起来
Just sit here, play chess, be quiet.
在这里安安静静地坐着 下下象棋
You have to sign in first. Reception is through there.
你先去登记一下 接待处在里面
Let me know if there is anything you need.
有什么事情的话尽管叫我
Hello? Hi! Welcome.
你们好 欢迎光临
Please, come in.
进来吧
Hi. Aaron.
你好 我是亚伦
- And you must be Emilie. -Yes.
- 你就是艾米莉吧 - 嗯
Please, sit down.
请坐
So, first things first. Passports please.
好 那首先请你们出示一下护照
Thank you.
谢谢
Here you go.
给你
We have a medical certificate, lawyer's documents, and proof of payment.
医疗证明 法律文件 和付款回执我们都收到了
So everything seems to be in order. Thank you.
没有什么问题 谢谢
I'm sure you know how everything works here -
我想你一定知道这里的程序
but I'm legally required to run it all through with you
不过根据规定 有些事情我还是要
in person, before we can continue.
以面对面的方式 重申一遍
Unlike other organizations,
和别的组织不同
we offer our guests a service created for, and by the individual.
我们提供的 是私人定制的服务
Freedom of choice is our utmost concern, and serving that choice is our aim.
这里最重要的是客户的自由 即我们的宗旨
There are a selection of activities you can chose from
我们提供一系列活动 时间都是安排好的
you'll find a schedule by the front entrance.
日程安排就贴在入口处
We try to accommodate our guests' unique desires and wishes
我们会满足客人的各种愿望
in order to make their final days as fulfilling and comforting as possible.
这样他们生命的最后时光会变得更愉快且有意义
Emilie. Should you choose to continue
艾米莉 如果你选择继续
your leaving will take place in six days from now.
那么你会在六天后逝去
Each leaving, is preceded by a bell.
你离去前我们会为你鸣钟
The individual is taken to the leaving cabin
我们会带你到指定房间
and is offered a drink containing a strong sedative
给你强效安眠药 能让你
that will put them to sleep.
在睡眠中安详逝去
What do you mean?
你什么意思
The choice to drink is left entirely to the individual.
是否服用安眠药 完全由你自己决定
A week later, the body will be transported to the address you have provided..
一周后遗体会被送到指定地址
Photographs are not permitted.
以及 这里禁止拍照
Do you have any questions?
还有问题吗
Where are my bags?
我的包呢
I don't know.
我不知道
Well can you go and get somebody to get my bags.
你能叫个人去把我的包拿过来吗
Try to calm down. I'm not well.
你先冷静好不好 我的时间不多了
Your bags are already in your room.
包都在你们的房间里
- I will take you there. - What are you doing?
- 跟我来吧 - 你干什么啊
- It's ok - what the...
- 没事的 - 你他妈
Don't you fucking touch me!
别碰我
You do not have to do anything. You just have to stay with me.
你什么都不用做 就在这里陪陪我就好
What do you mean you're not well?
你说你时间不多了什么意思
What are you talking about?
你在说什么啊
I'm gonna have a shower. We can talk when you have calmed down.
我去冲个澡 你冷静下来我们再聊
I'm not going to calm down! I want you to tell me.
我没法冷静 你现在就告诉我
- What is going on! - I just want to shower!
- 到底怎么了 - 我只是想先洗个澡
I was diagnosed three years ago.
三年前我被确诊出癌症
I had chemo, but it didn't work.
我接受了化疗 但没什么用
It's everywhere.
癌细胞已经扩散到全身
I don't have long left.
我活不了多久了
Why didn't you tell me?
为什么你什么都没说
I didn't want to scare you.
我怕吓着你
I didn't want to give you a reason not to come.
我怕那样的话你就不愿意跟过来了
I had the right to know.
我有权知道
Really?
是吗
I dont 'think so.
我倒不这么觉得
I tried.
我试过告诉你
I tried to call.
我给你打过电话
But you didn't pick up.
你没接
I waited, but you never called back.
我等你回电话 但你从没打过来
A while later you emailed saying that you were busy.
然后你发邮件 说你很忙
And then...
然后...
I do not know.
我不知道了
Time went by and... I lost the words.
随着时间流逝 我也不知道该怎么说了
And this place?
那这个地方呢
This is how I want to leave.
我想在这里离开
Emilie?
艾米莉
Sugar Puffs?
泡芙 要吗
- Yeah. - We always had them when we were little. Don't you remember?
- 好 - 我们小时候经常吃这个 你不记得了吗
No.
不记得了
Mum's Blueberry Pancakes.
这跟妈妈做的蓝莓煎饼一个味道
I sent them the recipe.
我把妈妈的配方给他们了
Perfect.
好棒啊
I'm sorry if you feel like I do not respect you
你觉得我不尊重你也好
but I really think that we should get out of here.
但我真的觉得我们应该离开这里
You need proper care.
你需要的是对应的治疗和照顾
If you leave, I'll still do it.
就算你离开 我还是会留下
Have some pancakes. They're good.
吃点煎饼吧 挺好吃的
jezuz...
天呐
- Good morning. - Morning.
- 早上好 - 早
- Did you sleep well? - Yes.
- 你睡得还好吗 - 嗯
And breakfast was wonderful. Everything, just as I wanted.
早餐很棒 跟我想要的一模一样
Oh, I'm glad to hear that!
太好了
And Ines, how are you today?
伊内斯 你呢
Fine.
还行
- Well I thought that... - Excuse me, umm...
- 我在想 - 不好意思
What are you doing with these people?
请问...你们在对这里的人做什么
- We're helping them. - Really?
- 我们在帮助他们 - 是吗
We can't save their lives, but these last days are important.
我们虽不能治愈他们 但是他们临终的时刻依旧宝贵
So people can leave in the right way for them.
每一个人都能以满意的方式离去
This is a free zone.
这里是自由天堂
Without the world to judge.
不会有世俗的评判
So Emilie, what would you like to do today?
你今天想做什么 艾米莉
I was hoping the three of us could sit and talk.
我想能不能我们仨坐一起聊聊天
Of course.
当然可以
- Follow me. - Emilie...
- 跟我来 - 艾米莉
No music, thank you.
请把音乐关了 谢谢
So... Emilie?
你有什么要说的吗 艾米莉
There's some I wanted to talk about, umm...
我有几件事要说
I wrote them down.
我都写下来了
I have never been able to control my feelings.
我从来都不擅长控制我的情感
Everything has always flooded straight into me.
我的情感总是如洪水猛兽般爆发
My sister, on the other hand
而我妹妹 却正好相反
has always been very clear.
她头脑总是很清醒
She can turn her emotions on and off feeling exactly
擅长控制自己的情感
what she wants to feel when she wants to feel it.
把握得恰到好处 不失时机
It all began when dad left with another woman.
一切都要从我爸说起 当时他跟着别的女人跑了
I was nine, my sister was seven.
我那时九岁 我妹妹七岁
Mum, never got over it.
而妈妈一直没从这件事中走出来
I stayed by her side.
我留在她身旁
I tried to stop her from slipping through the gaps.
我试图阻止她想不开做出什么傻事来
but there was no way...
却没能成功
Five years ago she hung herself in the woods.
五年前她在树林里上吊了
Just stop it.
别说了
What are you doing?
你到底想干什么
What could she possibly say about that?
你觉得她对此能有什么好说的
You told me yesterday that you were dying
昨天你说你快要死了
and now you want me to sit here in this place
现在你又要我坐在这儿
in front of this woman and talk about our childhood.
跟她讨论我们的童年
Is that what you want?
这就是你想要的吗
You never wanted to talk about it.
你一直都在回避
I don't need to listen to this.
我干嘛要听这些
I can't doing this.
我受不了了
Those charming bells of death.
迷人的死亡钟声啊
I do not think that is allowed.
你那样做是不允许的吧
It's personal. For inspiration.
我只是为了私人创作 收集灵感
So you're above the rules, are you?
你看来是个不守规矩的人
Art's above the rules.
艺术凌驾于规则之上
I don't dislike rules.
我倒是不反对规则
It's just that I have never found any sufficiently worthwhile to follow.
只是觉得并没有什么规则值得遵循
- I understand everything. - hmm..
- 道理我都懂 - 嗯
But I have yet to find the meaning in anything.
但是看不到任何意义
Can I take a photo of you?
我能给你拍张照片吗
It's alright.
可以啊
I have a stage three terminal brain tumour.
我确诊为脑瘤末期 治不了了
- What about you? You do not look sick. - I'm here with my sister.
- 你呢 你看起来很有精神啊 - 我陪着我姐姐来的
Is she artistic too?
她也是搞艺术的吗
No.
不
It's just me.
只有我而已
It keeps me together.
没了艺术我活不了
I don't understand this place.
我不是很懂这个地方
People tend to think that there's some kind of meaning.
很多人觉得这里有种所谓的意义
Something they should be able to understand before they die.
在他们死前必须要理解的意义
There is nothing to understand.
没什么好理解的
You just die.
死就是死 就这么简单
They refuse to accept that their lives are completely meaningless.
他们不愿承认他们的生命其实毫无意义
Especially women.
尤其是女人
I mean, why would a life suddenly become important
生活怎么会在死前就
only because you are about to die?
突然变得有意义了呢
People come here and give up.
来这的人都放弃了生存的机会
It's pathetic.
也是可怜啊
So what's the alternative?
不然还能怎么办呢
Carry on with futile hospital treatments?
要继续那些无望的手术吗
More suffering, for even higher bills?
忍受更多的痛苦 最后债台高筑
I don't think so...
我觉得不应该那样
Thankfully, places like this allow those of us who can afford it
幸好还有个这样的地方给我们这些还能负担得起的人
to pay for a comfortable death.
花笔钱 死得高高兴兴
In the end, we're all pathetic.
毕竟 所有人都很可怜
That's quite artistic, don't you think?
这是不是还挺有艺术感的
Yes, to be one with the night
一个人的夜
one with myself
我独自一人
with the candles flame which looks me in the eyes...
蜡光映在我的眼里
unfathomable and still
迷离又安静
one with the aspen
林中深处
like trembles and whispers
这里有低声的呢喃和细语
one with the crowds of the flowers leaning out of the darkness
黑暗中的一簇簇花 倚着身
and listening to something I had on my tongue to say
倾听着我 想说却
but never got said...
从不曾说出的话语
something I don't want to reveal, even if I could.
看破不说破
I'm sorry.
对不起
And the flame rises
火焰升起来
It is as though the flowers crowded
像锦簇的鲜花
nearer, nearer and nearer the light
越来越近
in a rainbow of shimmering points
闪耀着如彩虹般的绚丽斑点
Aspen trembles and plays, the evening roots go on.
林间震颤的声音还在回响
I will try my best.
我会尽力做到最好的
And all that was inexpressible and distant
一切无法用言语描述的事物和距离
and inexpressible and near.
咫尺天涯
I sing about the only thing that reconciles
我歌唱的一切
only of what is practical To all alike...
都于实际那么和谐
I'm tring to think about the things that have been beautiful in my life.
我试着回想生活中所有的美好事物
Like what?
比如
Just small... everyday things, really.
一些琐碎的事 其实也没什么特别的
Sunrises.
比如日出
When it's cold in winter and you come into the warm.
比如寒冷的冬天钻进
Soft things.
暖暖的被窝
I've never had particularly great sex.
我还没遇到哪个人能让我在床上真正爽一把
- No? - No.
- 从来没有 - 没有
Maybe I was just scared.
可能是我太害怕了
I think I've spent my entire life being scared.
我这辈子都活在恐惧里
Of what?
怕什么呢
Come on.
来嘛
Tell me about the best sex you've ever had.
给我讲讲你在床上最爽的一次
Uh, I don't know... Umm...
这要我怎么说啊
Well there was this time, in Madrid.
嗯 我想想 在马德里
It was after a dinner with this gallery owner who invite me after an exhibition.
我当时有个展览 之后跟展馆负责人吃了顿饭
- You have sex with the gallery owner? - No, it wasn't.
- 就是跟他做爱吗 - 不 不是他
- It was his son, actually. - Oh.
- 是跟他儿子 - 哦
And the son also had a very cute girlfriend.
他儿子的女朋友也特好看
Go on.
继续啊
Go on? What do you want me to say?
继续讲 还要我讲什么
Details. I want details.
细节 我想听细节
They drove me to my hotel
他们开车送我到酒店
and I guess had way too much to drink
我估计我当时真的喝多了
and definitely.. I couldn't guess what...
也完全没想到后面的事
well, they just asked if they could join me up to my room, really...
他们就问能不能跟着去我房间
- They did? - Yeah.
- 真的吗 - 嗯
Did you like it?
那你享受吗
Yes.
嗯
Come on. I want to know.
接着说啊 我想听
Really, what do you want me to say?
你还要听什么啊
Details? Details, you want me to tell how she
细节吗 比如她
- unbuttoned my blouse and how she kissed my breasts? - Yes!
- 怎么解开我的衬衫 怎么亲我的胸吗 - 嗯啊
Yes, you tell me! I want to know everything.
对 快讲 我要听整个过程
Why?
为什么
Becasue, you owe me
你欠我的
We went up to my room.
我们仨去了我的房间
She took my hand...
她牵着我的手
and she laid me down on the bed.
把我带到床上躺下
And then she pulled my knickers aside and let her tongue slide in.
她扯掉了我的内裤 舌头滑进来
He unbuttoned his trousers and walks across the room...
他解开了裤子 走到床边...
towards the bed and I turned around and I pulled her up her skirt...
我转过身 拉起了她的裙子
and licked her beautiful, wonderful cunt...
舔她美美的小骚逼
while her boyfriend penetrated me from behind.
然后他从后面贯穿我
Oh my God !
我的天啊
- Happy? - When was this?
- 满意了吧 - 这什么时候的事儿啊
I do not know.
不记得了
Summer, like four or five years ago.
四五年前的夏天吧
August. Five years ago.
八月份 五年前的八月份
How long have you been awake?
你什么时候起床的
- Coffee? - Yes please.
- 要咖啡吗 - 嗯 好
What are you doing?
你在干什么啊
Do you have any idea how much work it is to arrange a funeral?
你知道安排一场葬礼有多么费事吗
- Could you arranging mine, will you? - Emilie
- 你会为我安排葬礼吗 求你了 - 艾米莉
You'll just hire some party planner to sort it all out.
你肯定只会找几个聚会承办人敷衍了事
- Don't. - So while I was burying Mum alone
- 别这么说 - 当我自己操办了妈妈葬礼全部的时候
you were in Madrid having the best sex of your life.
你竟然在马德里 干着世界上最爽的炮
I just can't stand what goes through someones head
我真是搞不懂你到底怎么想的
when they don't turn up to their own mothers funeral
哪有人连亲妈的葬礼都不去看一眼的
Maybe it was a case of being constructive.
也许是你自己一厢情愿罢了
She was dead already.
她已经死了
You don't automatically become a better person
你不要以为你整天哭
just because you've lived your life in floods of tears.
你就以为自己有多高尚了
What the fuck!!
去你的
Stop it! Stop it!
住手 住手
What is it? What happens?
怎么了 发生了什么
- I cannot breathe. - Yes, you can. Yes you can. Shhhhh...
- 我要窒息了 - 你可以的 可以的
Gently... Gently
慢慢来 慢慢来
I don't want to feel this like this!
我不想再要这种感受了
I do not want to be the kind of person who who feels like this!
我一点都不想感受这种痛
Emilie, you can do this. You know you can. Don't be afraid. Come on.
艾米莉 不会有事的 别害怕 没事的
Come on, you can do this. Come on. Come on, we'll go to a quiet place.
来吧 不会有事的 我们去安静点的地方
No point talking when you're like this, you have to calm down.
你现在这个样子我们根本没有谈话的必要 你要冷静下来
- I want to know why. - What?
- 我想知道为什么 - 知道什么
- Why don't you respect me? - Here we go...
- 你看不起我是吧 - 又开始了
You treat me like shit!
你把我当成傻子吗
You left me to take care of mum.
你丢下我一个人照顾着妈妈
In and out of hospital just trying to keep her alive.
在家和医院之间来回奔波 尽力让她活着
I waited for you to call.
我以为你会打电话
She asked for you, do you know that?
你知道吗她经常问起你
No.
不知道
And I lied. Different lies all the time...
我只好说谎 变着花样地骗她
She swamped at work.
她工作忙脱不开身
Yeah, she called yesterday, but she's broken her leg.
昨天打过电话了 不过不小心腿摔断了
I just couldn't tell her you didn't give a fuck about us.
你要我怎么告诉她 你眼里根本没有我们
You know I can't be responsible for your happiness!
我又不需要对你的人生幸福负责
It just doesn't work that way! Life doesn't work that way.
生活就是这个样子 跟你想象的不一样
You're not human. You think like a machine.
你还是人吗 你怎么可以这么冷血
You don't get any bonus points in heaven,
你别以为你顾影自怜
just because walk around feeling so bloody sorry for yourself!
上了天堂后就能有什么奖励
Maybe that's not the world you want to live in, but that's how it is.
或许你不想过那样的日子 但现实就是这样
That's reality. That's what it's like to ge a grown-up.
现实就是残酷的 成熟点吧
Sometimes you have to shut things down to survive.
有时候就要不管不顾才能存活下去
That's what everything has always been about.
这就是你一直以来的德行
You, and your fucking survival.
你和你该死的利己主义
Scroll down.. Scroll down... Stop. Take out any reference to that woman.
鼠标下拉 就这儿 找出个这个女人有关的任何信息
Barking mad. Now...
这些人都特么有病 然后
down to this, umm, you know, all those poor people.
然后我们可以找那些穷人
Can we get into that?
我们能找到的吧
May I...?
能不能给我...
Yes. now. Can we make it look as if I am hugging refugee?
就这样 能不能让我看上去像正跟难民拥抱
What are you doing?
你们在干什么
She can tweak things about you on the net.
她能改一改网上的东西
So that if anybody googles you in a few years time
百年以后如果有人谷歌你的话
you'll appear to be much nicer than the person you perhaps really are...
网上那些改过的信息会让你更加完美
Emilie?
艾米莉
Look. I'm sorry.
听着 对不起
Google Ines Thompson.
谷歌一下 伊内斯·汤普森
- What are you doing? - Ines Thompson...
- 你在干什么啊 - 伊内斯·汤普森
Uh, there are some photos here, several reviews...
有几张照片 还有一堆评论
Was there something specific you wanted me to change for you?
有什么地方需要我特别帮你改一下的吗
Go ahead. You know how to handle this.
你来吧 你最擅长这种事了
Wait... Wait!
等下 等等我
I understand that you must be going through hell right now.
我知道你现在一定很难受
You have no FUCKING idea!!
你懂个屁啊你
I was miles away.
我神游了一会
Would you like a drink?
喝点什么吗
Your sister is scared.
你妹妹现在很害怕
I was naive to bring her here.
我把她带过来真是太幼稚了
You are not naive, Emilie. You are thoughtful, kind, and intelligent.
艾米莉 你不幼稚 你很关心别人 善良又聪明
And, you've done everything you can.
你已经做了所有你力所能及的事情
Here.
给
Why are you here?
你为什么会在这里
I came with my husband two years ago.
两年前我跟着我丈夫来到这儿的
- Where is he now? - He left here.
- 他现在在哪儿 - 他离开了这儿
And you've been here ever since?
自从那以后你一直在这里吗
I found no reason to go back.
我找不到任何理由再回去了
Stop. No.
停下 不
Emilie? Tell me. Tell me.
艾米莉 告诉我 告诉我
Where are we going?
我们要去哪儿
We're going to the most beautiful place in the world.
我们要去世上最美的地方
Yeah, you already said that, c'mon.
你已经说过这个了
It's. It's very special.
那里真的很特别
Excuse me but uh...
不好意思
- When does the helicopter leave? - Tomorrow morning.
- 直升机什么时候走 - 明天早上
Is there room for one more person?
还能再加一个人吗
There you are.
原来你在这儿
Grab a drink.
喝点东西吧
- What's going on? - It's my farewell party.
- 发生了什么 - 这是我的告别派对
I paid them so much money they couldn't possibly refuse.
我给了他们足够多的钱 他们无法拒绝邀请
Do not be party pooper! Relax!
别这么扫兴嘛 放松一点
You're on your way to making an old man very happy! It's True!
你们让我这个老家伙很开心 真不错
Are you enjoying yourself Just take care of you.
你觉得快活吗 随便吃
Great... Fireworks!!!
太棒了 放烟花吧
Cheer up.
嗨起来
Wooo!
哇
OH! Look at that...
看这多漂亮
I'd like to sleep with you.
我想睡你
What?
什么
Sorry... Nothing.
抱歉 没什么
You do not know me.
你不认识我
Does that matter?
这重要吗
I look ridiculous. I have scars everywhere.
我看上去很可怕 身上到处是伤痕
My dick doesn't work.
我的鸡巴硬不起来
So I can't... fuck.
所以 我没办法...做爱
I do not know...
我不知道怎么了
But when I saw you here...
但是当我在这儿看见了你
You were just so beautiful.
你是那么美丽
Fucking hell.
操蛋
It's like everything I'm thinking's just coming out of my mouth... Sorry.
我把我所想的全部说了出来 抱歉
Okay.
好啊
I didn't mean to force my self on you in any way.
我没有任何强迫你的意思
Right... More music!!
好 再来点音乐
Go on, play my favorite, the one I like. It's what your paid for, come on.
表演我最喜欢的 我付了钱的 再来一遍
Uh, yeah, enough. That's enough, enough, enough, enough enough...
好了 够了 够了 够了 停下吧
Talk about flogging a dead horse....
都是行将就木的人了
Oh, never mind.
哦 算了吧
I want you to comfort me.
我希望你来安抚我
Just give me s... put the fucking macaroon down
该死吧 把马卡龙放下吧
Comfort me! It's what you're paid for.
快过来安抚我 这是你的工作
Give me some comfort you FUCKING wanker! Give me...
我要安慰 你个臭傻逼
You're just a, a fucking amateur!
你个该死的傻逼
y... christ !
我的天呐
Alright, Alright, Alright.
好吧 好吧 好吧
Oh God...
我的天啊
Okay.
好了
Okay.
好了
I'm ready.
我准备好了
Are you gonna let him go out like this?
你们就这么让他走了吗
Our job, is to allow him to make his own decisions.
我们的职责是让他自己做决定
He's free.
他是自由的
I was, umm... professional football player.
我曾经是个…职业足球运动员
...going straight to the top.
正是意气风发的时候
I could have been so fucking good.
我可以成为顶级球星的
What happened?
发生了什么
Car crash.
车祸
That's all?
只是车祸
It might not mean much to you.
你听起来可能觉得很荒谬吧
- But for me... - But, you're healthy otherwise
- 但对我来说 - 但你是健康的吧
You are not sick.
你并没有生病
It's just your legs?
只有你的腿出问题了吗
My whole life went down the drain when I lost them.
当我不能行走的时候 一切都像坠入了地狱
Everything I was.
失去了自我
But the rest of your body...
可你身体没有其他问题
I hate this body.
我痛恨我这具肉体
It's fucking...
它是如此的
disability...
残破
I don't know what to do with it.
我不知道该怎么活下去
It disgusts me.
它让我觉得恶心
How can you say that?
你怎么能这么说
I can't do this anymore.
我再也待不下去了
I can see that.
我明白
Can we go somewhere?
我们能不能去别的地方
Just you and I.
就你跟我
Before I leave.
在我离开之前
So...
那么
What will you do when you get home?
你回家以后想做点什么
- I do not know. - Of course you do.
- 我不知道 - 你当然知道
Tell me.
告诉我
What are you doing next week?
你下个礼拜打算做什么
I've ordered some, umm... some new...
我给我的工作室预订了
walls for my studio.
一些新的…墙板什么的
But I do not know if they're gonna fit through the back door.
但我不知道它们尺寸能不能从后门运进来
What else?
别的呢
Sleep. Sleep, Maybe...
睡觉 可能就睡觉吧
I'm gonna...
然后我打算
start to... look for my next.. project
开始为我的下一个作品做准备
After those reviews... Something new.
那些评论之后 还有些新的评论
I guess there'll be...
我想 会有些
still got a work to do.
还是有一堆工作等着去做
You've always left me! You've always left me!
你总是离开我而去
Emilie?
艾米莉
I'm sorry. Emilie?
对不起 艾米莉
Come here. So... Hey. Wake up. Emilie?
过来 嘿 醒醒 艾米莉
Hey... Emilie?
嘿 艾米莉
Help!
救命啊
Help!
救命啊
Shit!
妈的
She doesn't have much time left.
她剩下的时间不多了
But she's not going to die today.
但她能撑过今天
The helicopter is ready.
直升机准备好了
So you're leaving.
你就这样一走了之
I just make things worse.
我留在这只会更糟
There's something I wanted to show you before you go.
在你离开前 我有样东西要给你看
Just come with me. They'll wait for you.
跟我来 他们在等着你
Come on in.
进来
Open it! Open it!
开门 开门
She drowns in her emotions
她沉溺在自己的情绪之中
She's always been like that.
她向来如此
Dad left, and she and mum just clung to each other
爸爸出轨走了 她和妈妈一起自怜自艾
dragged each other down.
不肯走出困境
I refuse to live as a victim.
我拒绝自己跟她们一样
Your mother died of a broken heart.
你妈妈因为心碎而死
Mum died because of weakness.
她死于自己的懦弱
She died because she couldn't handle life, as it is.
她自杀是因为她不能接受现实生活
She stopped going to work.
她不再工作
She wouldn't eat.
闹绝食
She couldn't...
她甚至不能
She couldn't pay the bills She couldn't go and buy cigarettes.
付不起各种账单 烟钱也拿不出
So you had to go and do that.
所有事情都压在我身上
You had to go out and buy cigarettes
我去领社会保险金
and milk for the money that you got from social services
我去买牛奶和烟
because your mother was no longer a mother
因为妈妈已经不再是妈妈
because your family was no longer a family
家也不再是家
She failed.
她失败了
drowning herself in the bath, putting her head in the oven... sleeping pills
她尝试淹死自己 把头放进烤箱 吃安眠药
Do you know what? When she actually succeeded, that was a relief.
你知道吗 当我妈终于自杀成功的时候 我彻底得到了解脱
Yes.
没错
That's how it was when mum died.
这就是我对我妈死去的看法
A relief.
我解脱了
- Come here Come here.. - No...
- 过来 过来 - 不
It is okay.
没事的
I miss my mum.
我想妈妈了
I miss her so much.
我太想念她了
Do you remember that summer in the house?
你还记得我们在那个房子里度过的夏天吗
That houses out on the island.
那个在岛上的房子
Mum borrowed it from someone.
妈妈向某个人租借过来的
- Do you remember? - It was so hot.
- 你还记得吗 - 那里特别热
You taught me to swim.
你教会了我游泳
That was summer before dad left.
那是个在爸爸离开前的夏天
There was a piano upstairs.
房子的二楼还有一架钢琴
And dad used to sit and play.
爸爸就坐在那儿 弹着琴
The window was open.
窗户也是开着的
All night, yeah.
整个夜晚 都这样
It was so hot.
那儿真热
I was happy then.
那时候的我很快乐
Everybody was happy that summer.
那个夏天 我们每个人都很快乐
You used to braid my hair in the morning.
你以前总是在早上帮我扎辫子
There was a kiosk we used to walk to, to buy ice cream.
那儿还有一个便利店 我们常去买冰激凌
Remember?
还记得吗
We were bare foot.
我们光着脚走来走去
Sometimes we passed a tractor.
我们有时候会遇到一台拖拉机
I held your hand.
我牵着你的手
You held it tight like mum said you should.
你紧紧地抓着我 就像妈妈告诉你那样
You held my hand.
你牵着我的手
- Emilie Thompson? - Yes.
- 艾米莉·汤普森 - 是的
Please...
请坐
I hereby ask you, Emilie Thompson, if you are absolutely certain
我有义务告知你 艾米莉·汤普森 你是否清楚
answering of your own free will that you wish to leave
你对自己决定离开的自由意志
Yes.
是的
As you know, it tastes bitter.
你知道的 这喝起来有些苦
After you drink it, I will offer you a sweet to take away the taste.
你喝完这个以后 我会给你些甜的东西缓解苦味
Then, a few seconds later you will fall asleep.
几秒钟后你会沉睡过去
And, in a few minutes, your breathing will cease.
再过几分钟 呼吸会终止
Are you sure this is what you want?
你确定这是你想要的吗
Yes.
是的
I have something for you.
我这儿有点你的东西
Tell me. What are you going do with your material?
告诉我 你打算怎么处理这些资料
- What do you mean? - The images you took here. The films.
- 什么意思 - 你在这儿拍的照片 录的像
Are you going to use them in your work?
你打算把它们用在作品上吗
I don't know.
我不知道
Just be honest with yourself, that's all...
对你自己诚实就可以了
Off you go now.
现在你可以走了
Go on.
走吧
Thank you so much.
谢谢你